My heart breaks every day I go on loving you
Final version of Lana’s unreleased song “Behind Closed Doors”
I don’t feel very pretty today. I feel a little bit insecure and a little bit haunted by those words uttered to me in rage three weeks ago, if it’s already been so long. I shouldn’t be sad or swayed by my ghosts, but sometimes it’s the middle of the afternoon on a Tuesday and all you want to do is go back to bed.